HOLLYWOOD HILLS, VANITY KILLS

All The Pretty Faces

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 17:53:05 -0800

Im laying on the floor. Watching Scary Movie 4. xSHELBZx is a whore but she somehow leaves me wanting more.

But I want you in my bed

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 21:50:01 -0800

Well I’m watching America’s Most Wanted on my DVR between episodes of Little People, Big World. Ashlee and I had a wonderful day of pumpkin parties, breasts, swinging, almost family dinners, dancing worms, Howie Mandel, Bo Bice, On The Bovice, Trace, taking marijuana and alcohol, LPs, and finding out about horrific relationships that just shouldn’t be. I worked an early shift of 7:30 - 12. I enjoy the early shift. I then drove Jodz to the bank and almost killed her numerous times. I hate work. I work five days a week this week. I will eventually kill working kissa. I have so much homework to do omg : ( fuck I’m gonna cut this short to do homework.

Night at the symphony, the bar is closing down.

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 12:10:09 -0800

I haven’t updated my tumblr in months. My bad, ya’ll. Actually I don’t think anyone even reads these anyways. I had a marvelous night last night with jesska. Five hours of talking at McDonalds over ice cream and nicotine fries goes a long way. I woke up at 8:30 this morning in a not so good mood, had toast, watched George Lopez, and decided to go for a walk which brings me to now. I’ve been walking some unpaved trails for an hour and doing a lot of thinking. My brain is a beautiful instrument I’m finally starting to understand. I’m currently sitting by the creek, skippin rocks. I like being alone but I have a feeling this is how most of my life will be spent. But now you know that I am cold… I forgot my email/password for this account. Luckily, I saved the email I could use to send updates from my phone to my phone. Does that make any sense? I didnt think so. So im on my ipod touch and I’ve hacked into some church’s wireless from where I sit on this trail. I’m going straight to hell. Fix your tie, lead the line out. Needless to say.

"Ripped apart in mintues what was bult in seven years. The ink scarred on your back may as well of..."

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 20:07:41 -0800

““Ripped apart in mintues what was bult in seven years. The ink scarred on your back may as well of disappeared. For as long as I remember you sold everything you owned but now you sold our friendship, you’re on your fucking own.””

Donner, Party of Five

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 23:02:00 -0800

I haven’t really posted anything of actual meaningon here in a couple days. I don’t have much to say. Seventeen hours at work this week :o I only had eight last week! Ahhhh well. I haven’t done homework in weeks. Teacher meeting tomorrow morning and my teacher’s gonna be pissed. Then I will be shipping off to Shelbz’s with Ash for a nice plastic surgery slumber party. I haven’t spent the night anywhere in almost a year. Weirdzzzzzz.

I spend every evening of every night of my life picking the eyelash glue out of my real eyelashes and watching The Office until I pass out.

I want pretty hair and a boyfriend NOW.

On stickam with DOLCEandCOCO, Shelbz, and Lakota.

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:41:57 -0800

On stickam with DOLCEandCOCO, Shelbz, and Lakota.

Video

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 22:25:12 -0800

"Its a new dawn, its a new day, it’s a new life for me. And Im feeling good."

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 00:10:25 -0800

“Its a new dawn, its a new day, it’s a new life for me. And Im feeling good.”

"Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole."

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 00:12:00 -0800

“Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole.”

- City and Colour

One of the main reasons I am the way I am today is because of my...

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 23:17:10 -0800

One of the main reasons I am the way I am today is because of my third grade teacher, Mr. Austin. There are so many amazing things that I could say about him but I don’t feel that my writing skills (or lack there of) would do him justice. Basically, he got me involved in reading and that’s the one of the best things that has probably ever happened to me. I’m obsessed with Roald Dahl to this day and it’s all thanks to him.

This City Was A Blue Print For Hell

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 19:58:05 -0800

Just got done helping Boobie pick out an outfit. My 20 year old brother doesn’t know how to dress himself.

I want to move but I don’t know where to. Makes me kinda nervous cause I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do with my life after I graduate in less than a year :|

Fuck work, fuck school.

"Your birth is a mistake you’ll spend your whole life trying to correct."

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 18:13:21 -0800

“Your birth is a mistake you’ll spend your whole life trying to correct.”

- Chuck Palahniuk

We’re such nerds. This is from the beginning of summer. I...

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 21:36:00 -0800

We’re such nerds. This is from the beginning of summer. I don’t feel like I look like that anymore haha

There Has To Be A Consequence For Me

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 21:31:48 -0800

I might possibly cry, I have messed up my prized moccasins. Yesterday when Shane and I went to go visit Kevin at work, we had to jump over a massive river and rock climb a bizzare amount of large rocks. Somehow, they got a little scuffed on the top. It’s really not that bad, I just love them so much. I haven’t worn any other shoes in months. I don’t think they sell them in the same color anymore >:|

Started my christmas list and it’s pretty much finished. All I want is my blackberry & American Apparel. I’m very simple.

I didn’t go with Ashlee and Shane to Sunrise today as I did not want to feel out of my element so I spent my day listening to Millionaires and doing a whole lot of nothing. It was surprisingly semi-fun.

Going back to wearing tons of make up!!! I’m more than thrilled about this. For the last couple months, all I’ve been wearing is foundation, bronzer, eyelashes, and eye liner and now it’s starting to drive me crazy. I don’t think I’ll go back to pink and yellow and blue (mimi) but at least dark gray, silver, and dark brown. I did dark brown today to see if i could even still put on eyeshadow and I looooove it. Shelbz is going to be most unhappy, she likes me with no make up/no eyelashes. I miss Shelbz :(((

"I miss you more than you know, but I know time makes you move on. I hear your footsteps move the..."

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 10:29:23 -0800

“I miss you more than you know, but I know time makes you move on. I hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. I hope you know that I’m down here just for you.”

- Armor For Sleep

Over My Dead Body

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 18:48:58 -0800

I’m having a really, really hard time right now.

Cedric Diggory > Edward Colon. And you know it. He’s...

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:54:00 -0800

Cedric Diggory > Edward Colon. And you know it. He’s way too cute to do Twilight.

I’ve been wanting to see Katy Perry for forever. She...

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:41:43 -0800

I’ve been wanting to see Katy Perry for forever. She skipped out on my Warped Tour date in Sacramento. She’s doing Jingleball this year but the line up is boring and not worth 50 bucks. Bust last night i found out she’s coming to Sacramento this winter! And my favorite venue too haha. She’s cute as fuck. Until January 29th, babygirl ;)

Said She's Tired Of Life, She Must Be Tired Of Something

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 18:35:28 -0800

I feel like everyone’s moving on and making new friends and I’m being replaced because I’m just standing still. Sucks.

Everytime I Come Around, You're Ready For The Letdown

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 21:21:00 -0800

I have a huge crush on Dirk Mai.

HannaBeth is so boring now, she used to be so fun when she was with Audrey. Once they stopped being friends, she got really boring. Then she started dating Trace, I had hoped that dating the trashiest, dumbest, most talentless man would spring her back into being fun. But before I knew it, they had broken up! Why do I waste my time talking about this shit?

Everyone needs to shut the fuck up about the election, our country isn’t going “straight to hell.” I personally really, really like Obama.

I don’t work until Friday! Which means I should be getting homework done but I know I won’t :/ My teacher is on vacation so I didn’t have a meeting this morning. Possibly San Francisco on Sunday. Tommy’s band @ The Boardwalk on the 19th and Breathe Carolina and Pierce The Veil @ The Boardwalk on the 22nd. I forgot to request those days off so I reallllly hope I’m not scheduled to work :|

I got to see Shelbz today :) Ashlee and Shane picked me up around 4, dropped off Shane at rehearsel, turned around to pick up Shelbz. Ashlee and I sat in silence almost the entire time, traffic was so fucking bad. I kept forgetting she was there even though she was driving, weird. I passed out in Shelbz’s arms on the way home.

My teacher is starting to pressure me about college, I don’t think I’m going to end up going. I really don’t know what I’m going to do after I graduate. I’m graduating a semester early, that’s all I know at this point.

My all time favorite black American Apparel tights are alllll ripped up and they discontinued that style, fabulous. I’m excited to do all my winter shopping though! Salt and Pepper hoodie will be mine soon, Shelbz and I will be twins!

Time to put my iTunes on Party Shuffle and play tetris, I’m such a nerd :B