HOLLYWOOD HILLS, VANITY KILLS

This City Was A Blue Print For Hell

Just got done helping Boobie pick out an outfit. My 20 year old brother doesn’t know how to dress himself.

I want to move but I don’t know where to. Makes me kinda nervous cause I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do with my life after I graduate in less than a year :|

Fuck work, fuck school.

Your birth is a mistake you’ll spend your whole life trying to correct. Chuck Palahniuk
We’re such nerds. This is from the beginning of summer. I don’t feel like I look like that anymore haha

We’re such nerds. This is from the beginning of summer. I don’t feel like I look like that anymore haha

There Has To Be A Consequence For Me

I might possibly cry, I have messed up my prized moccasins. Yesterday when Shane and I went to go visit Kevin at work, we had to jump over a massive river and rock climb a bizzare amount of large rocks. Somehow, they got a little scuffed on the top. It’s really not that bad, I just love them so much. I haven’t worn any other shoes in months. I don’t think they sell them in the same color anymore >:|

Started my christmas list and it’s pretty much finished. All I want is my blackberry & American Apparel. I’m very simple.

I didn’t go with Ashlee and Shane to Sunrise today as I did not want to feel out of my element so I spent my day listening to Millionaires and doing a whole lot of nothing. It was surprisingly semi-fun.

Going back to wearing tons of make up!!! I’m more than thrilled about this. For the last couple months, all I’ve been wearing is foundation, bronzer, eyelashes, and eye liner and now it’s starting to drive me crazy. I don’t think I’ll go back to pink and yellow and blue (mimi) but at least dark gray, silver, and dark brown. I did dark brown today to see if i could even still put on eyeshadow and I looooove it. Shelbz is going to be most unhappy, she likes me with no make up/no eyelashes. I miss Shelbz :(((

I miss you more than you know, but I know time makes you move on. I hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head. I hope you know that I’m down here just for you. Armor For Sleep

Over My Dead Body

I’m having a really, really hard time right now.

Cedric Diggory > Edward Colon. And you know it. He’s way too cute to do Twilight.

Cedric Diggory > Edward Colon. And you know it. He’s way too cute to do Twilight.

I’ve been wanting to see Katy Perry for forever. She skipped out on my Warped Tour date in Sacramento. She’s doing Jingleball this year but the line up is boring and not worth 50 bucks. Bust last night i found out she’s coming to Sacramento this winter! And my favorite venue too haha. She’s cute as fuck. Until January 29th, babygirl ;)

I’ve been wanting to see Katy Perry for forever. She skipped out on my Warped Tour date in Sacramento. She’s doing Jingleball this year but the line up is boring and not worth 50 bucks. Bust last night i found out she’s coming to Sacramento this winter! And my favorite venue too haha. She’s cute as fuck. Until January 29th, babygirl ;)

Said She's Tired Of Life, She Must Be Tired Of Something

I feel like everyone’s moving on and making new friends and I’m being replaced because I’m just standing still. Sucks.

Everytime I Come Around, You're Ready For The Letdown

I have a huge crush on Dirk Mai.

HannaBeth is so boring now, she used to be so fun when she was with Audrey. Once they stopped being friends, she got really boring. Then she started dating Trace, I had hoped that dating the trashiest, dumbest, most talentless man would spring her back into being fun. But before I knew it, they had broken up! Why do I waste my time talking about this shit?

Everyone needs to shut the fuck up about the election, our country isn’t going “straight to hell.” I personally really, really like Obama.

I don’t work until Friday! Which means I should be getting homework done but I know I won’t :/ My teacher is on vacation so I didn’t have a meeting this morning. Possibly San Francisco on Sunday. Tommy’s band @ The Boardwalk on the 19th and Breathe Carolina and Pierce The Veil @ The Boardwalk on the 22nd. I forgot to request those days off so I reallllly hope I’m not scheduled to work :|

I got to see Shelbz today :) Ashlee and Shane picked me up around 4, dropped off Shane at rehearsel, turned around to pick up Shelbz. Ashlee and I sat in silence almost the entire time, traffic was so fucking bad. I kept forgetting she was there even though she was driving, weird. I passed out in Shelbz’s arms on the way home.

My teacher is starting to pressure me about college, I don’t think I’m going to end up going. I really don’t know what I’m going to do after I graduate. I’m graduating a semester early, that’s all I know at this point.

My all time favorite black American Apparel tights are alllll ripped up and they discontinued that style, fabulous. I’m excited to do all my winter shopping though! Salt and Pepper hoodie will be mine soon, Shelbz and I will be twins!

Time to put my iTunes on Party Shuffle and play tetris, I’m such a nerd :B